Thursday 23 February 2012

A new beginning ?

Hi and assalamualaikum..

It's been too long now hasn't it ?
Oh well..
At certain times, there will come a need for blogging.
When u have too much going on in your head and need a channel to express them..
Or u just gotta share a feeling, and u do it better if u put it in writing..
Or, in my case - u just have too much time, and you're just.. what is the word -- bored.

Soo..
A year later, and what did we miss ?
A lot.
Although none of it was in my 2011's resolution list, but it's pretty much everything that a girl could wish for - in a lifetime. Heh.
Where do we start.. let's see.
I got married in June.
Oh. Before that.
I went travelling solo for a whole 2 months.
Of coz it was all spontaneous and unplanned.
Just woke up one day and said to myself : Okay, let's go somewhere.
And started buying all the cheap airline tickets to anywhere.
Of coz there are some places that i wanted to visit more than others - like istanbul and venice for instance.
First stop - Munich, Germany.
That's where i met my other half - only i didn't know it yet, then.
Also met a lot of wonderful people and long lost friends. It was fab.
Was introduced to my hubs at a barbeque, on a lovely spring afternoon - by a bunch of people who are shy themselves. Haha.
So there wasn't much conversation, only exchanged a few shy glances.. of coz i pretended i was busy doing something else at the moment.. heh.. girls are all about the drama, aren't we ?
But the drama works - when he asked his friend for my number and offered to show me around Salzburg the next day, which is only an hour away by train.
So we went.. and everything else is history..
People said when u found the one, u will know instantly.
I remember i used to ask all my girlfriends who were getting married : how can they know for sure that they want to marry the guy ?
Aren't there any doubts ?
At all ?
And all the time i'll get the same answer - No. They just know. It's a feeling.
I didn't understand what they were referring to - a feeling.
What kind of feeling ?
Until i met this guy, and i felt it.
It is true. And it is real.
Or maybe because i'm already 28 and I don't wanna end up alone.
Haha..
Ok, jokes aside..
I don't know for sure.
Someone once told me - it's all about timing.
Although u've found the right guy, but when the timing is not right, u won't end up with him. Is that right?
Oh well.. whatever it is.. i'm so glad that i've found my person..
And what i do believe in is jodoh..
Quote from the popular novelist, Habiburrahman : “.. Jodoh itu terkadang dikejar-kejar tidak tertangkap. Tapi terkadang datang sendiri. Yang paling penting adalah dekat dengan Allah dalam keadaan susah dan bahagia. Senang dan sedih.”

Ok that's all for now.
Btw, i'm now 16 weeks pregnant, praise be to Allah SWT.
That requires a whole different post..
Which i may write in an hour's time.. heh..

2 comments:

  1. salam ijat, tahniah(for the pregnancies).
    nak tanya,,novel habiburrahman tu tajuk yang mana ye?

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  2. salam kema..
    novel 'dalam mihrab cinta'
    thank u.. bila boleh ketemu ?

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